Picked up this book when I went to bed. Excerpt below conveys an interesting example of the durational.
"I was marched back to the back of the building
where chains were attached to my ankles. I was then taken to another cell not
far away. I was horrified to see that the cell I was about to enter had no light
in it at all, just a door and four walls. When I peered inside, I saw that there
was a metal ring attached to the wall. The guards hustled me in and proceeded to
attach one of the chains on my leg to this ring. They had only left me a few
inches of slack and I pointed this out to them, stupidly thinking that they had
made a mistake. The guards laughed and continued, leaving the cell when they had
done. The door slammed shut and everything was black.
I couldn't move any more than a few inches, my leg
married to the wall in this way. There was no bed in this room, just concrete
floor. I tried to lie down but my leg was in the wrong position for me to do so.
I could only sit against the wall in a half-squatting position. I could think of
nothing but the shape of my body and the position I was in. I could see nothing.
This was imprisonment at its most absolute.
The difficulty in telling this story - my whole
story, in fact - is that there is no way for me to communicate duration of time
to you. It may have taken a minute for you to have read of my position in this
punishment cell, but I was in this position for a whole month. How do I convey
this notion to you? There are no markers with which I can measure. The only way
for you to come close to experiencing this is to read the previous paragraph,
over and over, every minute of everyday, for a whole month. But nobody could do
that without going mad with frustration."
page 148
The Damage Done - Twelve Years of Hell in a Bangkok
Prison. Warren Fellows. 1997
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